Saturday, May 15, 2010

Aku hidup kembali

Semalam Ahmad hidup. Hari ini aku hidup. Aku hidup kembali. Tapi bukan kerana Ahmad.
Ahmad hanya pemangkin.Catalyst.Mungkin.
Mungkin Ahmad merupakan foreshadow of what made me alive today.
Fuyo aku cakap English siot.
Aku happy.

Thursday, May 13, 2010


I thought Ahmad died in March.
But suddenly I found Ahmad is still alive.In May.
It's confusing.
Perhaps Ahmad did not die. Perhaps Ahmad only slept.
If there were a book of answers, I would have dived for it .
I am still looking for the reason.