Sunday, November 30, 2008

True Colors

It's amazing how only certain people can see your true colours and vice versa.
You tend to show your true colours to the people you feel most comfortable with.
Sometimes you spontaneously over react, and you feel guilty after.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I Wait

I sit, I wait.
I do my work, and I still wait.
I go to lunch and chat with friends, and then I wait.
I sing, I act, I dance, I wait.
I pray, and I still wait.
I live my life but still I wait.
I wonder why I still do wait.
I wonder whether it is worth the wait.
I wait, I wait and I wait.

Am I waiting for nothing?


I have a reason to be relaxed.

I have a reason to take life easy.

I have a reason to chill.

I have a reason to breathe.

Although I have to forgo my many pleasures, at least I have a reason to move at my own pace.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Tok Man

He is my neighbour, apparently. People have been telling me about him but I did not pay any attention. I have been avoiding the neighbours on purpose. Then one day, when my friends were visiting, I saw this man with this freaking weird hair standing between the doors of my condo unit and his, so I was forced to smile and say hi. Simple huge ugly t-shirt and a pair of washed out khakis with freaking weird hair, he appeared to be a chubby man and very friendly indeed. He looked absolutely straight, except that his weird hair which turned out to be a wig made me wonder of his sexuality.
He invited me into his unit and reluctantly I entered.
His home was full of striking flowers on trays, apparently he makes trays for 'hantaran' for Malay Weddings. His taste was unlike mine,I thought but it's not like I was going to ask him to make any for myself.
He started talking to me, and I looked around the white walls of his unit. Huge weird ugly wigs were hanging on the white walls of his unit.
That was when I figured that he was gay.
After a short conversation, I asked him his name. He introduced himself as 'Tok Man'.
Oh, so this was the popular Tok Man people have been talking about. Apparently he is famous for his job.
I smiled half heartedly, said a short "Nice to meet you" and bid goodbye.

The above was what I dreamt of last night. Weird. Tok Man?

Sunday, November 16, 2008


They defined it as "Neraka adalah orang lain". I gave it a thought. But after thinking, most of the time, " Neraka adalah diri sendiri".

Think about it.

Thursday, November 13, 2008


Penat. Tired. Penat.

Apabila kita tidak berjaya bertemu di tengah-tengah, kita sebenarnya menemui Jalan Mati.

(Baik Mati Sajor!)

The Checklist

Every girl has it, whether they are aware of it or not.
Every girl has it, it's just a matter whether they write it down, or have it in their heads.
I have it, and I stick to it, no compromise.
Unless there's a really good deal to un-check any of the items on the list.
Otherwise a checklist is a checklist.
It's MY checklist and yes so far, I'm sticking to it.
And yes, I'm very specific when it comes to the items on the list.
Not easy to find the right deal with my checklist.

Honestly I think my checklist is very simple, just like me. (I can see my friends rolling their eyes on this one).

Friday, November 7, 2008


There are times that I want to talk to you, but I can't
There are times that I want to be with you, but I can't
There are Friday nights that I wish we'd to go out, but I can't because U can't,
There are times that I want to share exploding news, but I can't.

I am a woman with an inquisitive mind,
I shall question when I want to
I shall not be told not to ask
As that challenges my credibility
I will ask what, when and who
And no one, can ever stop me.

To live in this world is an opportunity
For us to learn, to give, and take
Some words you say may really hurt me
And a woman's heart will easily ache.

I am a woman with dignity
Every woman deserves to be respected
Spread love and humanity
May I, woman achieve dreams desired.